Monday, August 22, 2011

Some Final Thoughts

Well, it's not much. My flight takes off here in about 50 minutes. "Freedom is bittersweet." Those are the words that came to mind as I walked through the security lines, seconds after saying farewell to my family. This is going to be the adventure of a lifetime...the adventure of a lifetime.

While it is very much a bittersweet feeling, I can't even express how happy I feel, how blessed I have been these past eighteen-and-a-half years, for the friends I have made, the things I have learned, and the utter gifts that have been bestowed upon me.

This won't be easy, but I know I can do it. Nevertheless, I can't do it alone. I already can't wait until the day I come back, likely four months from now, to the date. Until then, though, my new life begins, a new and exciting life. I trust that good things will be brought to me, and that I'll be able to more freely express who it is I am.

For everyone I've ever spoken with, helped, gotten help from...anything, really, a big thank you. You all deserve it.

Tomorrow I arrive in the eastern seaboard. Tomorrow it really begins. Hmm.

The Beginning

I figured I put this up since there's been some family and friends that hasn't seen/read my speech and wanted to hear it...I've kinda been procrastinating on this, so better late than never, right? Mi discurso también está traducido, si haz scroll poquito. ¡Gracias!





The Beginning

Parents, families, teachers, administration, and other members of the community: we, the class of 2011, have gathered here this evening to celebrate our graduation from high school, from four years of making friends, making memories, and—yes—actually learning stuff. We have all been through our ups and downs, the high points and the low ones. We learned about semicolons, DAMSA, and run-on sentences—such as this one, by the time it’s over—, we learned that the shortest path between two points is not always straight, and we even lit our hands on fire—oh, wait, shh… We’ve gone through our challenges, notably the wildfires of 2003 and 2007, but we have also been rewarded with a field trip to the beach, CIF section titles in multiple sports, numerous awards in our music programs, and various guest speakers, including, most notably, the reanimated John C. Calhoun. It goes without saying that it has been an eventful time here at VCHS.


While our four years may be up, and while this is truly our time, our night to celebrate in the face of those gathered, I think it is important that we not leave without reflecting and pondering at the significance of our graduation. Graduation from school is often known as a commencement, and “to commence” of course means “to begin.” Indeed, tonight does not mark an ending so much as it does a beginning—an entrance into the real world, our careers, our further educations, and the rest of our lives.


Beginning tonight, we carry with us many brand new responsibilities. It takes no large headline on the cover of a newspaper to see that the world is going through some rough patches, and whether we like it or not, it is our generation gathered here that will ultimately pick up the pieces. Tonight we are presented with a choice to make, a choice perhaps more difficult and yet more fundamental than…deciding to bear the rising costs of college tuition, or even deciding to enlist among the brave and selfless men and women in our nation’s armed forces.


No, tonight we must decide whether we are to allow the world to continue as it is: with perpetual war, famine, and genocide; or will we vow ourselves to take that stand, together, united, to provide each other, each neighbor, and each stranger with care, kindness, and respect. As the famous Mexican politician, Benito Juárez once said, “Entre los individuos, come entre las naciones, el respeto al derecho ajeno es la paz.” It means, “Among individuals, as among nations, respect for the rights of others is peace itself,” and this is true regardless of gender, race, nationality, language, religion, political affiliation, or sexual orientation.


As we become men and women, we must “put childish things away” and stand up and look out for the community and world around us, rather than do things solely because they will only benefit ourselves. Too often it is the easy way out that we take, but in life, we need to do what is right, “not because it is easy,” in the words of John F. Kennedy, “but because it is hard.” We must take initiative and take leadership, be it in clubs, service organizations such as Kiwanis and the Lions Club, church groups, or even at the workplace. We must not be afraid of taking that extra minute to help the guy that has just dropped his stack of papers and notecards amidst a large crowd. And we must not be afraid to fail, for that will only guarantee disappointment. We must instead hold courage and patience in all that we do, live without fear, and carry on an optimism everywhere we go, and with everyone that comes along on our journeys.


Class of 2011: sitting in your seat right now signifies that you have an opportunity, an amazing opportunity, each and every one of you. Take it, seize it, and change the lives of those around you. I have faith that all of you will do so, and I think everyone watching us tonight shares this sentiment. Class of 2011, it has been an amazing four years here. VCHS has been our home and family. We give thanks to everyone that has helped to bring us there, and we will definitely miss this place in our own way. But now, this is our time, this is our commencement; not the ending, but only the beginning.


Thank you, and may God be in each and every one of you. Goodnight.


Joshua Fabian,

14 June 2011


(Es lo más probable que hay errores in mi traducción...lo siento.)


El Principio

Padres, familias, maestras, administración, y otros miembros de comunidad: nosotros, la clase del 2011, hemos reunido aquí esta noche para celebrar nuestra graduación de la high school, cuatro años de haciendo amigos, haciendo memorias y—si—en realidad si aprendimos algunas cosas. Todos nosotros hemos sido a través de nuestros altos y bajos, los puntos altos, y los bajos. Aprendimos sobre los puntos y comas, DAMSA y las oraciones corridas—así como esta cuando se acabe—, aprendimos que el paso más corto entre dos punto no siempre se queda derecho, y también encendimos nuestras manos en un fuego—oh, espera, shh… Hemos pasado por nuestros desafíos, como los incendios de 2003 y de 2007, pero también hemos sido premiados con un viaje a la playa, campeonatos CIF en varios deportes, muchísimos premios en nuestros programas de música, y varios oradores invitados, incluyendo el reanimado John C. Calhoun. No hace falta decir que fue un tiempo memorable aquí en la VCHS.


Aunque nuestros cuatro años ya han terminado y aunque esto es nuestro hora en verdad, nuestra noche para celebrar a fuente de esos asistentes, yo pienso que es importante que no dejamos sin reflexionar sobre lo significancia de nuestra graduación. La graduación de la escuela también se conoce como un comienzo y a “comenzar” por supuesto quiere decir “para empezar.” De hecho, hoy no se significa una conclusión como un principio—una entrada a mundo real, nuestras carreras, nuestras educaciones superiores, y el resto de nuestras vidas.


A partir de esta noche, levamos muchas responsabilidades nuevas. No necesita un gran título a fuente de un periódico para ver que el mundo está en un tiempo difícil, y si nos gusta o no, es nuestra generación reunido aquí que un día recogerá los pedazos. Esta noche estamos presentado con una decisión para tomar, una decisión más difícil y todavía más fundamental de…decidiendo a pagar la matrícula universitaria que siempre sube, o decidiendo a alistarse entre los hombres y mujeres valientes y generosos de las fuerzas armadas de nuestro país.


No, esta noche tenemos que decidir si permitiremos que el mundo continua como está hoy: con guerra perpetua, hombre extendido, y genocidio; o vamos a prometer nosotros mismos a tomar esa posición, juntos, unidos, para dar todos, cada vecino y cada desconocido con cuidado, cariño y respeto. Como el político famoso de México, Benito Juárez, dijo una vez, “Entre los individuos, come entre las naciones, el respeto al derecho ajeno es la paz,” y esto es cierto sin hacer caso de sexo, raza, nacionalidad, lenguaje, religión, afiliación política, u orientación sexual.


Como nos convertimos a hombres y mujeres, debemos dejar de las cosas de niño y levantamos a cuidar nuestra comunidad y nuestro mundo—dejando hacer cosas solamente porque nos beneficiará. Muchas veces es el paso fácil que tomamos, pero en la vida, necesitamos hacer lo correcto, “not because it is easy” [“no porque es fácil”], en las palabras del ex-presidente Estadounidense y católico, John F. Kennedy, “but because it is hard” [“pero porque es difícil”]. Debemos tomar la iniciativa y dirección, como en los clubs, las organizaciones de servicio como Kiwanis y el Lions Club, grupos en la iglesia, o en el lugar de trabajo. No deberemos tener miedo de tomar ese minuto extra para ayudar al señor que dejo caer sus papeles y notas en fuente de un gentío. Y no deberemos tener miedo de fallar, porque eso nomas asegurará la decepción. Deberemos mantener la coraje y patencia en todo que hacemos, vivir sin temer, y caminar con un optimismo en cualquier lugar que nos encontramos y con cualquier persona que nos pase en nuestros viajes.


Clase de 2011: sentando en esa silla ahorita significa que tú tienes una oportunidad, una oportunidad maravillosa, cada uno de ustedes. Tómenla, aprovéchenla y cambien las vidas de otros. Tengo confianza que todos ustedes si lo harán, y pienso que todos viendo esta noche tienen el mismo sentimiento. Clase de 2011, fueron unos cuatro anos fantásticos aquí. La VCHS fue nuestra casa y familia. Damos la gracias a todos que han ayudado nosotros estar aquí en este momento, y extrañaremos este lugar a nuestra manera. Pero ahora, esto es nuestra hora, esto es nuestro comienzo; no la conclusión, pero solamente el principio.


Gracias, y que Dios estará en cada uno de ustedes. Buenas noches.


Joshua Fabian,

14 junio 2011

Sunday, August 14, 2011

These are the Days

Poem I wrote earlier today. The title/"hook" was somewhat-inspired by the song "These are the Days" by the Exies. Like many of my poems, it caries both a social and spiritual meaning.
These are the days
That are so numbered and few,
These are the days
When skies fade from blue,
These are the days
That seldom hold a clue,
These are the days
We seem to start anew,
But this is the day
I find who is true,
This is the day
I found out
It is you

--14th August 2011

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Changes?

Less than two weeks until I leave for MIT. Here's a little thing I whipped up several days ago:
Flying planes
Like dots in the sky
Shooting stars
But we can't all have wishes
To faraway places
Closer to our homes
And closer to our liberty
We fight so we belong

They say the biggest changes
Aren't really changes
But growing out and up
And seeing the world different
We have it all in us
To make a dear difference
So put your head, so put your mind
And let us love without remorse

--6th August 2011, 11:40